Is It Possible ?

I look back now, having made choices for ME, and I wonder, is it really possible to move forward and start your life again today? I want to look forward to tomorrow. I want to enjoy my husband. Is it possible to to be happy and still know the everyday struggles may never go completely away ? I want to believe. Tapping my ruby slippers together never worked for me. I want it to be possible that "There's no place like home" actually brings a smile to my face. I want to make my home OUR home - not the kids, not the ex wives, not the grandchildren. I want my turn for once. I want to be able to come home and it be about ME and not the others. I want it to be MY domain for crying out loud. I want to give things an honest shot - and I want to be able to disregard every one's hurt feelings.