Still stepping. Not sure sometimes why I keep losing focus or getting confused. I wanted the right thing for my kids and myself I think ?? And though there is no point in looking back at where I went wrong, I must have done something.
Sometimes I am very tired of my penance. Sometimes I think I pay everyone else's also, and I become weary.
I have one more day, today as a matter of fact to finish moving out of the house. I spent the weekend feeding and entertaining. I should have been packing and moving.
When I finished last night, I was so sad, so tired, and have no nerves left at all. I had to just sit and cry. Still crying today - can't stop - but this is the last day of moving and cleaning hopefully, so I can take a moment in a few days to breathe again.
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