So far on the new meds, I'm feeling lots more energy - I did all my weekend shopping after work, and have knocked out 1/4 of my plans for cleaning out and projects for this weekend. I should have the babies 4 nights next week, and my plan is to get this stuff done, cook all weekend, and enjoy my Sunday with the husband. In the back of my mind, I'm getting these long neglected projects done now so that I can spend some time in the garden this spring and not worry. My two largest feats were the "reading room"-- DONE -- and the other spare bedroom...its is almost done, just touch up paint and when we aren't sogged down with snow and rain we need to take out the gigantic dresser and burn it - its that old 1980's black lacquer that the husband inherited oh my gosh many years ago - the particle wood is disintegrating - fine with me - in my decorating mind - less is more - and these tiny rooms - I'm gonna be so glad to get it out - but the biggest projects in there are done, these are easy little things !!! I don't think I'll ever be finished redoing rooms - this old old old old house has so much potential - but we are only leasing, but until we are able to buy, I figure I may as well clean, repair and move on right ? Adr, I miss you too. I count on you, though I know we are SO busy - and SO involved in our worlds, always know I think of you all the time, and I so proud of you. I hope things in your world are ok - but I know your strength and I know your heart, and you will be fine.