My dark shadows must be dealt with. I have never understood them, and other than knowing they have a hold on me and cause an overwhelming fear consume me, I can not pinpoint their origin.
The darkest shadows are not tangible, I do not know where they lay in wait. I feel them subconsciously creeping around my nerves, anxiously waiting to spring up on me. I know what triggers their arrival but am powerless to stop them. I do not even know what they are.
Some shadows aren't so dark, just gray and foggy. They don't spring on me without warning, they linger around. I am able to suppress these fears.
I am ready to face these shadows, deal with them, dissect their souls. I've allowed them far too much control for far too long.
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